By Jack Cheng

Andy Zhou is pretty used to being someone he truly isn’t in order to please others – whether it’s for his parents, his friend Cindy, or even being an invisible person in order to avoid trouble and attention. He’s used to coming out of his shell for his best friend Cindy, and recently, she’s gotten interested in a dance group called the movement. Add on the fact that there’s a new student named Jameel who wasn’t exactly the nicest, and Andy’s life is feeling troublesome. Things soon get more complicated as he tries to keep old friendships with Cindy and make new friendships, like with Jameel. He’s also struggling to figure out who he really is – switching between mask, after mask, constantly in order to please people. Jack Cheng has portrayed the relatable struggles of some people to create something we can laugh at, or feel comforted, knowing that there’s someone else out there struggling with the same thing. We aren’t alone. This book is one that people who don’t have a strong sense of identity or face stereotypes and expectations might find comfort in reading and connecting to the main character. Jack Cheng has done a stunning job at weaving in the troubles of how a person might struggle to fit into a different person to please others, and how sometimes, our ethnic and cultural background can set high expectations or stereotypes that aren’t always true. He does a great job at showing a young Chinese boy’s struggles and journey to identity and acceptance for himself.

I think that he did a great job describing and portraying the Lion dance that happens with all the drums and the movement of the lions themselves. I’ve seen a lot of Lion dances since it’s deeply ingrained into the Lunar New Year celebration in all different parts of the world that celebrate it. He did a spectacular job describing the actual events and the way the Lion moves around.  It’s very accurate.He also did a great job portraying the struggles that sometimes happen for teenagers when we don’t know who we are, trying to please everyone else. We hide behind a different person- a mask of a person. Not to mention the stereotypes that could sometimes be unintentionally or intentionally put as a label on us because of others.

This is a pretty normal thing to say, but I love how the author puts in relatable things in this book. Sometimes, I struggle with figuring who I am, and sometimes I can’t shake the feeling that I’m invisible and forgettable. I could relate to Andy.  I felt comforted and happy at the end, especially at the little author’s note at the end where he talked about how he related to the feelings and things put in this book. Not to mention the fact that I was raised differently than my parents, so sometimes I struggle to keep up with their expectations.I know what it’s like to have grandparents that don’t speak English at all (Although, I can’t exactly speak their  language myself, I decently understand it.) The Lion dance that happened in this book hit a spot in my heart. I still get the happy, joyful, or even comforting feeling everytime I see the Dragon moving around, at the familiarity of the drums, the Lions jumping and wiggling around. It’s one of the things deeply ingrained into my culture and others who celebrate Chinese New Year. I really liked this book and highly recommend it. 

By Victoria L., 7th grader at Komachin Middle School