This verse novel is perfect for anyone who finds solace in swimming, or knows a loved one dealing with mental health challenges. Tully Birch feels responsible for her mom leaving without explanation. The novel subtly explores her complicated feelings around her mom’s battle with clinical depression, including Tully’s hope that if she becomes the youngest person at twelve to complete the 12.1 mile “Godfather” swim across Lake Tahoe, her mom will see the news and come home. The chapters are organized around her hours in the water (hour 1 – hour 6)  and though most poems are free verse,  I was delighted to see that some are concrete poems. As readers, we simultaneously grieve her mom’s absence with her, while also cheering for Tully, hoping she doesn’t give up on her goal, despite the storm that moves in. The metaphor of the storm will resonate with readers, both “the one out here/ and the one inside me./” (203). Tully’s positive self talk of “…I am a winner/ and I can do HARD THINGS./”(127) and “…I am HERE and I am ALIVE/ and I’m worth/ showing up for./” (108) is juxtaposed with her complex feelings like “If you are dead/ I can miss you more/ and hate you less./” (169) and “‘You… did not cause your mother’s depression,/ and you are not responsible for fixing it.’” (164).  Tully is a character to grieve with and cheer for with both compassion and empathy. For fans of Dusti Bowling’s novels.